Beautiful Disaster

My life can be complicated at times, Sometimes I can just dislike everything. Sometimes I can feel so alone. My mom and I are doing fine lately, I'm trying to inprove all my relationships. The very last thing I want is for everything to fall apart. I have a great relationship with my adopted parents and plan to keep it this way! I have some pretty great friends also. Alexus,Elena,Brianna,Lala.Elbin, Frankie and of course Irving etc.  I'm pretty content right now.
I kinda miss my grandma and grandpa, I enjoy sharing their laughter. The past two days I've been thinking about relationships..... No No not for me, I'm not interested in any guy.
Someday after college! I'll date maybe......MAYBE not even than maybe when I'm 25&have a career going steady. My perfect guy would be a lot like the character Jake Adams from whats your number?. He'd be manly Brave,Trustworhy,Charming,Caring,Down to earth. And would love to travel and go out to do things. Or  like Ryan Gosling Tall, Beautiful smile, Sweet......haha

Ryan!

Jake adams

I see my grandparents together my adpoted parents. I see thier realtionship and how they've gone through so much together. They have been married for 45 years or longer? I've lost track.......
My grandmother such a strong beautiful woman and smart! My Grandfather may have not been perfect he'll even admit to his faults and the wrong he's done. If you ask me he's quite wonderful.
He's very smart and down to earth sometimes quite funny. I've watched my grandparents while they didnt know. I'm amazed by thier relationship.They are meant to be togther they are eachothers soul mates.  You can see it by just looking at them. They laugh&joke around. Somtimes they dont agree but every disgreement its ended with a laugh & a kiss.
I know LOVE doesnt have to perfect, It just has to be real......

Well Tonight I'm pretty happy! I've spent the past two days with my little Brother Chis..Soon We are going to make valentines for his pre-k 4 classmates. I'm excited he's so happy and full of crazy energy 24/7. He's a little blessing! Today he asked me for a dollar for school. He told me he wanted to order a book, He's a nerd like me already lol. When we picked him up from school. His teacher told me he told her he brought a dollar for the book, That the class had read the day before. So she gave him her copy of the book for a dollar. I thought it was really sweet of him and funny.

 my mom She's beautiful and strong

 another reason I'm so happy, Brianna and I talked and We're going to be great. I've missed her but in high school everyone knew we were always together. Alexus went to another high school but no matter what shes my sister first hand. She's family and so is Bri.















I'M THANKFUL FOR NIIGHTS THAT TURNED INTO MORNINGS, FRIENDS THAT TURNED INTO FAMILY, GRANDPARENTS LIKE MINE, MY FAMILY FOR SUPPORT

AND SOON DREAMS THAT TURN INTO REAILTY

NEW YORK BE READY FOR ME BECAUSE I'M COMING (;

XOXO Until later
Rose Nichole Morin