Tech weekend...

Well this weekend everyone is here at school for our play. Next weekend it's show time I can't believe it! This theater experince hasn't quite been the best I'm so used to being in the bigger roles. This role is a no body role. I feel as if I'm looked down at. In the other theaters did Ido this to the other actress or actors? they have the same love for theater as I. To be treated the way I've been treated and others who have unspoken roles. It sucks I having to rebuild my self in any theater. I've gotten so fed up I came close to saying. "whatever I'm done I'm a no body anyways" Some of the people here are harder to be friends with. I can't explain I thought maybe it was me, maybe there was something uninviting about me. Maybe because I'm a shy person at first. I brought Alexus with me yesterday and she agreed its not exactly me. Some others are uninviting I just dunno. I've decided to not make this a negative experince I'm going to hold my head high finish this show. And come back one more time if I get this same experince again I wont be coming back to this theater. More later I'm actually in rehearsal right now XOXO RoseNichole